hmms

hmm read dear's blog and find that she really really loves clubbing.. sigh.. well i think i am selffish.. yes.. i am always selffish.. i only care abt myself. and.. well i am stupid.. sensetive.. and.. yes.... i am the old me...

i am afraid of guys snatching my gf away.. really afraid.. seeing those club guys who will dance and rub against girls i feel sadded... what if those girls got boyfriends? and.. the boyfriend don even know it? and what if the guy happen to drunk a girl or putting pills and in the end , ended up in hotel with no 1 business? hm.. thats why i am afraid when my gf go to club...

hais.. maybe i watch too much tv? or ppl telling too much bad abt it? or my stupid brain likes to imagine it..?

hmm sunday night dear got a date from horse to go club... discuiss with dear and she agreed not to club... shes sad i know... so am i .. wonder why will my brain keep thinking of it.. maybe... i am just too sensetive abt clubbing..

it may be jus like dancing or drinking nth much... but.. i am confuse... friends telling how bad they were inside.. they can rub with girls? can like touch with girls? and the girls too high till they donno what they doing? get surrounded by guys and got touch or trapped?

thats too hurting if 1 day your boyfriend saw what it happens ... it will be a very very hurtful scene...

hmm this wat i scare of my gf going clubbing and wat i expect not to happen.... but lucky my dear wont flirt with guys... hmm coz she hate guys? yup...

at first when i know her.. (my gf) she nv mention abt clubs.. and she told me she hate noise.. yup.. i was so happy! as i know she wont go clubbing type.. unlike my friend.. was so sway that her girlfriend clubs.. yes ! somemore from nus! and.. wat he told me was , 1 day when her gf go club... and he nv go due to some police case that have to be at home by 8pm.. and her gf went to club..

and the gf dance with guys and dance till so closely .... ! how did my frind know!? well he called his friend to check on her gf if shes alright... and.. her friend found that she was OUTSIDE FLIRTING WITH GUYS? OMG... so sadd... for him... hmm..

when i heared... i feel sorry for him.. i donno if they broke up.. but i know they stead very long..

there after i am afraid of my gf clubs so i nv ever mention to her abt club... till 1 day... hmmm nyjc promt night? and my dear went to club... yes... things came true..

guys surround , dance near to her friend.. or wat ever so... hais.. when i heard was like... wan to cry but nv... keep on telling myself.. its nth normal...

but.. it happen... and i can;t bluff myself for long.. i almost forget abt it... till her friend.. want to date her out to club again... yes when i listen.. i was so.. ( unable to discuribe ) i gt nth to say..

and i agreed as if i say no.. dear will also force me to go.. so no point rejecting it..

yup.. we went home and discuiss ... i told her.. if she wan to go.. yar.. she can... and silence of me.... keeping to myself.. another.. devastated day to pass.. maybe if she go , i will sleep the whole night.. till the next day.. i will pretend nth happen..

she keep on forcing me to go.. or persuade me to go... i know she wanted to go badly.. but ... i just don liek the place..

1) expensive
2) i don dance
3)i hate the guys there
4)i don wan see unwanted thigns there
5)afraid of things happen
6) cab home
7)don drink..

yar...

hais..

donno wat to do... i need to get over it.. over the scared of club..
yes 1 day i will..

when i get mad..
or when i am not me anymore.. i will club..

wel.. i told dear i wil pei her go on ladies night.. maybe more girls there? therefore the guy will choose those girl? hais.

afterall.. i don bear to see my dear put down things she like becoz of me..
i wan her to have her own happiness...
i wan her to be happy of wat she is doing...
i wan trust her fully

i am sorry baobei..
which those days i don like u go..
is becoz i love u too much...
i don wish things happen on u which no 1 knows

i treasure our relationship...
and i wan the wish to come true..

the future of us having our house with lots pets..

i love you..

muackz!

own self san bu dogs

kapita! ka pita! kaa pii taa! =D dear is going to see her tml =D she like na! =D
hmms... still jobless anyway =( then that idolt keep sms me and call me ... ask issiz i working... work also nv intro.. well fcuk him! so irritated... jus wake up and nv reply him and he said i nv intro job to him.. well fcuk off.. to him.. even i get i wont tell him =)

well going have my mash potato soon =D

hmms installing new programes into my phone! and installed a game! dear like =D well i happy when shes happy =)

hmm...! alright... it begins with a very fine day... when i wake up by the noise dear make in 4am! =) kind of her to pei me and don dare to play com! lol she scare i wine and ask her sleep don play com! =D but she do this to me when i was playing maple last time =D but this time i learn from her =x i wine! and she off com and pei me.. but... she is lucky =) i know she wan to see blog so i nv wine and she come pei me! i asked her to go play =D i wan to sleep big big bed! she is happy and she went to play! lols silly dear!!

now u know how much i love u!
hee!

well soon dear sleep also =D she ask me move aside when she is sleeping also =D then we sleep! =D then... dear wake up to play again! when i jus wake ! lols confused! then went to toilet and come back =D dear tell me her secret.. then i was shocked! lol nv expect to happen... and she is suffering from it! well no other can understand it... seeing her expression it chilled down my spine! hmms.... now i can understand when it comes it hurts.. lol

.....then.. went to buy choco and some P's for dear and inventurely no use.. hmm then i think and give her eat Fanadol then shes a little better! and dear's merlion keep nag non-stop lol it resemble me of crocodile! when i was small.... she did wat merlion did.. =) well thats why i always say mothers are alike!

okokk... z meeting horse at 1... shes a little insane as i thought... spending money like using tissue.. =) use and throw.. =) take cab come to sk when she can take bus =.= saddded how i wish i were rich to get myself things i like and buy for dear things she like! lol

soo... i went to timezone and dear and her friend can shop till they drop thier teeth.. okies. i spend 2bucks in timezone lol. was hoping that it can last long. Of coz it nv.. lol

went to toilet ,see vcd,pets station walk walk walk and dear call me to go mosburger!
lol we got our seats and went to order food! so we ordered our own.. i order teriyaki chicken burger set meal;upsize fries;regular coke. total $7.05 lol so long nv eat.. and dear ordered her cabbage teriyaki chicken burger!

=D great!! the food is nice and dear lieks it too!

okie after that we went to busstop and xianglian's bus came.. she got up and we went home..
soon after the sad thing happen.. we fell asleep! then.. wake up! dinner time!

oh yea! forgetten we ate and sleep! our usual hobby! =D fats is invading us and so does kapita dogs..

then went to buy cake for her family.. 3for $2 quite worth it.. lol so dear bought 6 =.= then went to buy chocos and my CUP!!! YES FINALLY! i got cup again ^^!

that time so sad that i break it T_T

hee! dear playing my game nw! and i am blogging long long!!! =D i hope its long enough..

okie jus now when i bath some idiolt kid.. came to off my HEATER... BLOODY ASS.. well hate her to limits.. ..


anyway she left 1 chance.. and i mean it.. its irritating.. i hope dear do something abt it..

hmms i wan my mash potato! =D

tml going to my house! see chocolate!

BOoBOo!

GOT MASHPOTATO OF FOUR CHEESE! YUMMY KIDS MY FAVOURITE NA =D BUT I WILL GROW FAT!!! BUT NVM =D hee! dear just come rush to me tell me she just put in hand take then take dao black pepper de.. lol why! silly kids! hmm nvm =D i still like u dummy!

lols dear say today shes going to study but who will believe unless she prove to me =D hee!
well yesterday was a sad day! but nvm after tt dear cheer me up =D then we go tamp to hand her form! and then went walk walk! lol! then we go eat beef noodles .... oh well... is only i eat...

so.. dear was sitting there watching me eat.. then after i eat we went to walk again...
we went to shop and save to walk! lols then we bought facial wash!,hair remover spray! and blackhead remover! lols.. we are not ....... =x

well.. then went to take 27 and went to bai mei! =D we bought milk as we got our cereal!
then dear saw a packet of mash potato! and we see its discount so dear bought it! and i am eating now =D hO ho ho!

then dear is doing her homework lol she needs to see pricipal o.o!

HO HO HO MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

HO HO HO~~~~ MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! and a HAPPY NEW YEAR~ HEEE say good bye to 2005 ba =D once again santa clause nv come X( fairy tale are just fairy tale X( nv really come true x(

bleah read a article but it say yes it does exsit santa claus =D but i would like to see it when i was small but nv come true ... :(

but nvm =D i spend a most happiest christmas eve with dear! HO HO HO~

alright i shall start from morning! hee! dear and me wake up change bath and prepare and then go my house =D i like! then we went to take bus xD

.... ..... .... bus came then we went up find a sit! =D soon we reach my house! =D the kapita dogs x( she keep barking non stop like a sky dog X( then see chocolate the curious bunny! and army gang mice! , fat bao and buns X) and mice leader SKY =x they are all welcoming us back! =D and ok... we change them =D the beddings and bla bla bla ~ =D then we went to prepare also well i bath and change , put contact lens and everything =D vain pot~ ho ho ho ~ then silly pokerdots and me went buy snow desert and eat =D choco ICE =d then after that nice nice! walk to np! then took mrt go a lot place! like first stop np we went walk walk buy dear's bro present and then see clothes all that =D dear can't found my present =D i like! =D

then we went to orchard =D well its crowded and luckly not tt crowded than last year =D hee! okieS! then after that we went to find my bag! my present! but can't find hee dear give me choose my own present i like! hee! but... sadly no bags i like at all orchard =D

then we went to walk other shopping centre =D then also don hve we went to bugis =) then dear say i sure will found at bugis street lol i don believe! =x i went to find inside bugis shopping centre and really don have lols X) in the end we went to bugis street lol and first few store i found the bag i like!!!! =D and i really like! i wear and dear say nice =D then i take it! i ask uncle give me discount =D and from 35 become 32... then become 30.. soon i ask a $28 =D and he think... erm ok la =d even he say cannot then i will not bus =D coz my target bag was around 26-28 not over 30 =D coz i don wan spend dear too much money! coz she work so hard =D and before that we actually saw a 69 dollar bag! but dear was actually wan to buy it.. and i see le omg so ex.. if dear buy i will XIN TONG to death lols.. and i bet she is also very sad if she buy that bag =.= but lucky i don wan also =D even i like i also wont buy coz its too ex! lol my budget was actually 30? lol at MOST if VERY VERY NICE only 40 =D silly pokerdots!

then we went to buy doris's present lol we donno what to buy then we decide to buy back rebecca's present which is bag? lol then we happily choose and went walk walk walk! hee then .. night time! we went to eat!!!! but donno what to eat and think and think dear say here got swensens and co.fish! and whats the hell is co.fish lol so.. i choose swensens and dear secretly like also la =x then we went in...

lol WAIT! its long que how! nvm =) we still que lols then infront of us is big group! =D then they will have to wait! =D but we? lol we also have to wait. =.="

ok but not too long before we decide to go off... they ask table for 2? dear say yes! =D and really YES! we went in infront of them =D they saw us wenting in they was like..." ohh... my.. " they are sad to have big groups xD i like they sad! =x

then we order our food =D i ordered chilli seafood spegetti and dear ordered egg omleglet lol donno how to spell.. then we eat non stop =D hee chat and happY!!

thenn we went walk again and then we take mrt and went home we walk home and change and went to take bus! =D then reach dear;s house and

wit till 12am we celebrate and say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! he exchange present and i hope dear like my present! =D hHOHOHO~

MRRY CHRISTMAS

HO HO HO~ MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE =D TEE HEE! I LIKE CAN CELEBRATE WITH DEAR TML =D

I LIKE

hee..

SWENSENS

besties of racoonster and ribbonpig! =D

again! besties of ribbonoldman~ ribbonpig~

ribbonpig pig angry! ribbonangel massage!

yum yums, topless 5 =D

TOPLESS 5. half-eaten.

FATS.

BLah blah blah blah.

TEE HEE! GREAT DAY TODAY! =) smiles x) dear meet me in the morning for breakfast! =D okies! well i wake up at 8.20 when i sleep around 5? lols jus becoz x) BIG BREAKFAST =DD~~

its on dear's treat! hee i like! =D but.. in the morning dear seems that can't with draw money due to untransfer of cheque =( and i thought i can't have my break fast already x( sad kids X( so i meet dear at northpoint to eat anyway =D a little happy still then dear say she got ways to treat me o.o! lol so is use ezlink cash to pay =X smart kids X) then i order my set meal and order dear's ICE MILO! xD

then after eating i was so bloated =D we walk home =D then reach my home i bring kapita out! she chase out and hug dear! lol i suspect she realy like my dear! kapita!

hmm...then noon we bought kapita go cut hair and that silly dog still happy thought where we will bring her go walk walk =D but that stupid tummy puppy =D then who knows she saw the cut hair shop she don wan to go in x( she hate cut hair lolwell she cried last time when she no hair X( heh heh... then we bring her in and cut! so 6+ went to fetch her =D

after putting kapita there we went home return sky's collar =D then went to chong pang and wash photo lol its cheap 30cent /photo where as ave2 is 70cents /photo =.= that auntie say went through water to wash... lol well whats the link i wan photo don need use water wash i thought so i decide to went to chong pang and take a look =D insane.. =D

then wash within 20mins lol fast! then went home! bath! sleep! ring ring! lol kapita ready! =D we went to fetch her =D oh yes =D we took lame photos using mimo =D like the top photos =D ribbonpig and friends lol hee!

then... went fetch kapita! then shes bota with tail hair left only lols shes happy as she saw us fetch her =D maybe she thought we abandon her? lol then she chase out and happy =D then walk home hapy =D well we thought she happy got theres tail hair left not fully bota =D

but when we reach home she sad lol myabe she realise so cooling.. and she saw her hand no fur o.o! then she sad X( dear say she got tears on her eye lol silly dog =) maybe shes vain =D well she got stupid face anyway =D

hmm! then after that went out le =D went to eat! HEE haven decide what dear should treat! =D she got her pay! so she treat! =D lastly... we choose swensens X) lols then i ordered FISH&CHIPS main course and dear order GRILLED SAMBAFISH main course lol last but no least we order TOPLESS 5 icecream =D great kids =D

then we exchange food =D hee nice xD then after eating we took photos X) topless 5 =D then pay bill and went take bus =D told dear my trip at mt ophir =D then fast! reach home =D bath and slove the stomach problem =D but now have itchy legs =D i suspect i got skin problem =D muacks!

kapita!

lol we are making carpet confuse =) 1 call carpet 1 call girl 1 call triny =) was rather sick and bored =.= miss dear so much T_T hais hoping she got a leave tml =D thats why i wish =( dear dear dear bet duonno i blog =D hmm... silly carpet keep walking around =.= and was rather sick...

in the morning wake up by dear's note lol eat mee nw 10am leaving =.= so i faster grab the mee and eat =.= donno why feel very oily and i continue eat =.= well then fatser eat and stomach got oily and suffering from vomiting =.= i went to toilet and ..... it seems alright but later on when i was playing maple it feels like its going vomit any moment =.= i endure it and went to sleep =.= sleep only 45 mins wake up then cannot take it... i don wish to vomit but no choice very terrible =.= so i went toilet and squat down and PUKE! well its hot and watery with browny form of bubbles =) its disguisting i see and i continue vomit non stop =.=

lol now still a little feel sick lol got fever in the evening lols =D
well carpet bite crocodile LOL bite and run =D great =D rush and hop to her bite again lol stupid dog =D

=d well bored =D tml dear say she coming visit me =D i feel better =D i miss her X( love sicks na... cannot play a tonight don have strength to move either =.= anyway...

dear I LOVE YOU!

RIBBONPIG! boo xd HMMS YESTERDAY CAUGHT A MOVIE =D MY FAVOURITE LONG TERM WISHING FOR! THE KING KONG!

ITS 3HOURS SHOW LOL ITS LONG SECRETLY =D AND I LIKE WE SAVE MONEY ON BUYING THE EXPENSIVE GV FOOD =( YESTERDAY THOUGHT THE MOVIE WAS LIKE 7? BUT IT TURN OUT TO BE 8 LOLS SAD A LITTLE X( BUT NVM DEAR COMFORT ME =D

hhmm went to buy food after the movie =D don get wrong its not our food its...... CHOCO,KAPITA,SKY,MICE,BAO & BUN food =D we bought over 20+ x)

hmm dear complaint blog long long! x( bleahs... then we bought buy 1 get 1 free TIMOTHY HAY XD 500g each total 1kg x) for 9bucks total =D then i went to fur pets its 13 for 1kg =D

then we bought fruit sticks for the whole pets =D we bought shoes for the whole pets too =D
bleah then some agurements with dear but now ok le =D 1 day cure =D

hmm then know my results was a LITTLE devastated =( coz i nv mantain my results and in the end i drop a little X(

but nvm still can go poly =D

bleahs..

then today going job interview =d and eat mac =D

bleah bleach!!

ribbonpig new pet - KAPITA

KAPITA ! HEH HEH HEH! =D ribbonpig new' horse =D great =D silly carpet keep wanting to eat X( giving the stupid face na =( ribbonpig~~~

silly hmm later going to buy pets food na! then come back my house to put and then watch 9 oclock dance show XD hmm later shall go out eat dinner =D but donno what to eat na =D

well dear today got no work =D great =D then tml maybe have? hmm not sure hee

LUCKY I HAVE THE JOB =D thx to horse =D 120 =D 1 day =D great =D

lalala~ i wonder the job got break 1 a not lol =D

lol dear only care abt kapita

hee! I LOVE RIBBONPIG =D

well going to know my result on 15 =d hope i pass with AT LEAST GPA 3.5 =( i will be happy =(

dear must wish me good luck ok =D

muacks

mice

silly dear is sleeping nw =D great! she wake up yesterday night to play com o.o! then i snatch the whole bed? =x then suddenly she sleep beside me o.o out of sudden when i wake up lols then i realise she trying to squeeze =x =) she snatch my ribbonboy also x( tee hee =D dear later gt work =) she will have money again =D her favourite =D great racoonboy =D

hmm well seems that i nv get the 31st job and as well as the 2k job as well as all the job i interview x( none call me.. so sad...............

well will see later how =) go interview alone? or.. wat ever x( i am jobless and no money x(

saddddd

well dear adopted 2 mice from my house =D the 2 naughty 1 =D escape kids and inventurely dear name them cookies and chip lol wat a name =x she only misses food so call them food name X( see later hungry keep looking at them x(

hee.! muacks dear! christmas coming =D

sakae sushi

later going to my house =D we can eat sakae sushi buffet =D well i am full nw =D but nvm the buffet thingy is starting at 3pm =D great kids =D then end at 6pm! we must be like last time stay till 6pm TEE HEE =D

then i will try my best to hit target x) each of us must eat 40 plates X) we use to eat 30 plates most =D nw we can try to hit target =D

bleahs dear is fa daiing lols x) sitting on bed hahaha... =D secretly means secretly! =D dear still donno what to wear lol oh yea our 9mth coming =D fast kids soon christmas coming =D since this feb2005 we were talking abt christmas and wanted to spend together =D and soon it comes =D

hee full filling na =D must think of what to wear na =D !

ribbonpig and ribbonboy with me nw la =D i like =D

hee! silly dumb boy~

dear enjoy her clubbing :)

anyway tml dear for work le x( hee! got money ..! er.. =x =D

ribbon BAO

Hee my dear force me to blog again =D and ribbonpig keep wanting MILO! =D dear =D hee she is lying on the bed now =D silly porcupine!@~!~! =D
hee today morning suspose to wake up and go to eat morning delifrance buffet! =D but! X( i am so so tired and i donno why =) then once i open my eyes my eye lid will force it to close =( then makes me so tired that can't even go toilet =( then finally got phone call then is my friend then i will wake up =) great only my phone mimo can wake me up after all X(

then nvm dear is devastated X( then she went to work X( but before that we make it over =D we eat student meal also =D burger king then we went to buy clothes and go home and change and bla bla bla then i faster went home and change and then i meet friend 2pm! i was like late lol then i fatsre meet and rush to city hall =) the job was liek cheating? lol my friend told me 1300 with out CPF x( in the end X( they take my CPF if i work there and it take away 200 X( then i take back cash 968 X( the working hours is 8hours X(

bleah well don really like the job there but instead i like the nike job which i interview yesterday =D great =D they give full details of the job and say till like we can start work soon but! sadly they say if we recieve a call with in 7days X( sigh~! what a happy moments with sad endings X(

then we went all the way from orchard to plaza sing and ask total of 7 jobs in 2 days X( today also X( lol went kbox again interview a lot times X) 3 total X) then no call still x) sad X)

so i say JOB hunting sucks!

bleah tml shall pei dear went eating no matter what =D DEAR USE PHONE CALL TO WAKE ME UP AND SAY NIKE CALL =D

muacks!

thief~!

dear is a pig X( snatch my ribbonboy~! then i can't sleep X) secretly she off the fan X) great lol!~

went night cycling with dear =D then she fall down =x ops =x

have to type slowly coz dear's keyboard is noisy =x tml dear working le x(

shall visit her at night hehehe

pokerdots X)

well its werid time and i shall snatch back ribbonboy~

good night =D

9mths soon =D