confuse trouble sad devastated

hais i donno what happen.. really donno i donno what myself get into but i just like to play the game maplesea.. hais and somehow i will play when ever i have free time..

i have friends playing so they ask me to join..and i did as i thought i can plasy when i have free time and when ever not free i will accompany my girlfriend.

and...i meet my girlfriend almost everyday.. of coz i will wait for last bus to get home.. everynight and when i reach home.. its rather a tiring day... and i bath and i suspose to sleep but.. i nv as i tell myself i will accomapny my girlfriend 3/5 of day and 1/5 in sch and 0.5 on maple and 0.4 on sleeping and 0.1 others.

and.. i will decrease my time of sleeping when i had enough of playing.. sometimes i don feel like sleeping and play the game through out but think cannot as in the noon after sch will have to meet dear and should not be tired.. so i will sleep a little of hour and always end up late in sch..

i love my girlfriend..

and thats why i always meet her..

hais
but..

just something happen..
when i get home and i on my com
and chat with her..
then.. i was replying slowly..
and i get to bath
then faster come back
and chat
and also i am playing maple..

sometimes in the game i got too distracted and play till forget abt the conversation.. and.. in the end i never or late reply her..

then her nick suddenly change when i switch to tok to her..
she said she felt NEGLECTED and when the moment i saw..
i was like..
a little sad ..and i dono what to do i quit maple..
and i chat with her..

was rather sad as i NEGLECTED her and also i can't play my maple anymore..
well sure will have people like thier own things and will do only when they free or they could..

i quit maple and i tko to her.. and she was like.. ..... saying she making a big fuss ...etc and i really donno what to say i gave a single word reply.. i was sad ... real sad..

sometimes i really want to tell her.. i really like to play maple can i play? but i always scare she sad or angry and i keep to myself..

and when i know she sad i wont ask.. i will wait till mid night when i can play and she will not be sad ..

hais...

then she ask me to continue play and she log off..

i wan to tok to her and tell her something
she just went off...

i speechless
nth to say
i sms her
she wont reply me..
i call
she don pick up..

now..
i donno what to do
hais

sometime i really just wan to delete my account and don play anymore..
but...
i don bear to delete it..
as i play for so long..

but if she really really don like or don wish me to play..
i will ...
ii...

will delete it..

hais

well

she still have not reply me..

i guess..

nvm..
hais

i will just get to sleep ba..

*sigh*