confused

hmm just eat my supper cum dinner... today went to my pratical moto lesson 2.. well i fail..never mind i know i will fail in the first time of the lesson.. so i nv really into it.

firstly.. my room was damn bloody hot... after eating a hot and spicy korean instant noodles i sweat a little...

secondly.. my air cooler sucks to the core! its like blowing nth out... well.. i regret buying it.. waste of water,time and electricity =( hot..........

thirdly.. after reading my gf's blog.. i am speechless... i donno wat to do abt it..well.. she might think that first few month i am very mushy to her.. and nw i don.. well we stead 1yr 13days! and if she thinks my feeling is like fading away.. i got nth to say.

i talk to her abt her problems of facing her family but wat ever i told her is like nth. even the bus stamp i ask her to sms her parents abt it.. i bet she nv.

she forgothen abt our moto for 2006.




" i will never get bullied again "




i told her so many times but all the massage i told her was like birds flying away..

till now.. i got nothing to say when she told me she moody abt her family problems.
i ask her why? she nv say anything..

so wat should i do? i explain how u should do but u wont do. then u blame me for ignoring u? my god.. i donno what should i do.. i am confuse..

tell me.. what should i do????????

i really got nothing to say.. but keep to my self.. that its ok just claim down and forget it...

after reading yur blog makes me a little angry.. but.. maybe becoz u moody. so i nv really go think much abt it..

i wanted to call u nw... but u hang up.. nv even bother to answer me and tell me u are sleeping.. till i call u the 4-5 times u off your phone.. so u think this don make me feel ignored? calling u and u hang up ? hais..

i am confused.....

really..
rea....ly

:(

dear god just shut my brain....
:(