down

...theres up and down... but i am facinggg downnn noww.. hais... talking to myself again..

well.. i donno what i am feeling now.. but i only know.. i am down....... down down..down.. hais.. well nvm ba.. shes just tired and just say i am sway ba.. her internet has got some problem..then.. can't be able to talk.. got some misunderstanding ba.. maybe.. well..

what i wan from her.. she did not gave me... i ask for 100 of it..... but she nv give me a single of it... hais.. well.. i.. donno.. but.. if she does not wan to give.. why i force? ha.. well.. nvm..

just faster sleep and hope its a better day tomorrow ba. hais.. but i really wan it.. now.... but i know its impossible.. so.. ha.. hais.. forget it ba..

bye..