~sigh~

i was rather giddy yesterday night.. donno why.. send my dar go home... and went home was like wanted to fall.. faster went to msg dear and just lie onto the bed and... turn out.

after i wake up at 11pm.. msg dear and went online to find her.. but she was asleep. poor baobei... nv sleep properly this few days :( must be me... who cause her not to have enough sleep... haix..*punch myself*

i just reach home from school.
was quite moody when morning i nv heard dear's call and message.
was waiting and waiting... but theres no sense of msg and call then i msg dear when i wake up dirrectly..

was sad.. but nth i can do.. i waited for her reply... and.. finally she replys..
***baobei i am sorry. i make u sad yesterday... ***
***hugs super tightly...***
baobei... i not going to let u go and i wont allow anyone to interupt us..
we will last till our last breath..
i promise..

i know u are moody now...but i will try my best to make u smile..
if u cry... i will cry with u...
if u sad... i will sad with u...
if u angry... i will let u scold and do whatever makes uhappy willingly
if u happy... i will be more happy then u.....
if u laugh... i will look at u laugh with a sunny smile on my face...

baobei... you are my one and only baobei..
if i loss u one day... i will die and vanish from the earth..
my only hope was on u.. i want to marry u...
-cries-
donno why tears will fall into my eyes... but..
please don be cold to me..
i am afraid..
very very very afraid..
i don want to loss u..
i don wan...

we promise to go through our ups and down...
dear..
no matter what happen.. i will be by your side..

dear.. trust me..

what u wan me to change i will change.
i just wan u to be the happiest laopo in the whole entire world..
i give my life to u..

this life... i am all yours..

baobei... wo ai ni!
now till forever...
nv we part..

09/03/05
11:22am

racoonboy